`Friday, July 30, 2004;__
ur attitude suckz!
Ur Attitude Suckz
Didn't blog in for few days i guess well damn busy loh coz got so many class test.. lets tok sth abt yesterday... actually nth much happen loh well i dun even remember.. so last nite was lk abt 9.30pm lionel suddenly called me den he goes lk 'huijuan r u free?' den i was 'uh huh ' den he said' i m damn sianx' lolx so i guess he called me bcoz tt he is sianz.. so chat wif him for lk 45 mins on the phone.. he was tokin cock as usual -_- hehex .. but really enjoy tokin to him loh coz i can laugh my ass off.. hehex so farnie man... so today erm nth much happen loh as usual one stoopid fuckking day loh got assembly den was lk so sianx loh haiz den miss ong said tt our behaviour gettin from bad to worst well i agree but hu cares... coz nobody seems to give a damn i think...so yea sit in the hall jus listen to her scoldings loh den some of us were still lk laughin down there.. haiz oh den jus now oso got the maths & science test loh for science it was still okay lah not so diff at least but not for maths is lk damn diff loh haiz sure gonna flunk my maths lah... well i think i left 1 or is it 2 Question tt i din do coz i give up den Chew was lk ' hey u cannot give up lk tt u still got time jus try is very easy' haiz i really dunnoe loh so think untill my head crack oso the ans wun appear out wad haiz anway really wanna thx chew for his encouragement loh he is nice i shud say lah but i m bad coz i write so many negative things abt him the last few blogs hehex he wanted me to delete them but i didnt hehex sorrie lah chew... =) den after sch went to the kopitiam near our sch to eat lunch wif jeanie(spellin?) winnie & veron loh went to to eat chicken rice hehex miss their chicken rice very de much loh coz used to stay around there last time so every day eat chicken rice hehex now no more. sob sob* haiz den veron said tt she angry at her stead loh i mean not angry lah is lk.. blehh.. den hor today she didnt wanna meet him in the mornin loh haiz so sad.. veron c'on la dun lk tt leh hehex well now i guess they okay already le loh so shud feel happy for her lah.. den now online for awhile loh coz still nid to learn the history for tml's test loh haiz den i realised tt zk ,his attitude really suckz yea is true.. haiz dunnoe y lah he jus seem to change alot loh well dun really understand him nowadays haiz i oso dun bother tt much coz tts the way of his life i guess so i shoudnt care!!! haiz muackerzzz is loggin off now tc all me fren wor. buaiz..
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 9:28 PM;__
`Wednesday, July 28, 2004;__
Tired!!!
my god !!! damn tired loh jus finished the 2.4 km for napfa test... well i think the timing is still okay bah... is lk 14.45min loh haiz so not bad lah hehex well i noe some of u might think tt is damn slow but well i think is still okay loh so heehex weeee weeeet at least pass rite!!! lolx okay den jus now during recess wad lk havin the interclass handball for boys den floorball for the gals.. well obviously me & huimiang we dun wanna join loh ..well almost all the interclass games we participate loh so this time we decided not to... so well our class lose to 1C.. lolx the gals really damn 'hiong' loh.. then nazura even scolded Fuck U so damn bloddy infront of the teachers... lolx tts damn funny loh well she got damn pissed off... haiz nth much to blog in so muackerzzz is loggin off now... buaizzz
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 2:36 AM;__
`Monday, July 26, 2004;__
sian..
eh well chattin wif lionel now loh.. then he keep sayin tt i m baddy... sob sob jus bcuz tt day i did not say hi to him den he said i m bad.. haiz well i admit tt day i was lk kinda rude but i was SHY.... too... and somemore i m the only gal loh so pls lah ofcuz i was damn shy loh... haiz anway he still dun believe tt was i said loh so nvm.. oh well today nth much happen loh went to ajunied to eat lunch?? lolx went all there way there jus to eat lunch.. haiz so well early in the morning Dean called me loh tok abt the friday nite thingy loh well i miss him so much!!! so finally gotta a chance to meet him but i was jus too shy to tok to them too shy to even look at them.. my gosh!!! haiz well nvm still got chnce to meet him next time i guess or at least i hope so!!! muackerzzz is loggin off now... buaiz..
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 11:46 PM;__
`Saturday, July 24, 2004;__
eloahh... have not blog in for so long... well no time...So yesterday went to to ACSI for some concert thingy wif Dean & lionel.. lolx first time see him.. den we lk din even tok to each other loh.. i mean in real life lah.. so well i was lk kinda shy last nite but they r shy too.. haiz so well didnt tok much loh jus tt they took my hp & looked through all my msg i guess... so nvm.. haiz den came home at abt 10.30 lor kinda late coz this mornie i still got reap test... sob sob* den JONATHAN CHEW has been askin me to delete my previous blog tt i wrote sth abt him... lolx dun care abt him lah he is weirdo.. hehex CHEW U SUX.... hehex well he gonna get pissed when he read my blog.. hahazz so after reap den went for band practice but i din really care lah when we r havin sectional i went to watch the uniform groups macrhin for the national day thingy.. hehex =) veron lolx shes in guids so shes there lolx.. can tell tt she damn tired loh poor gal.. haizz.. den play basketball for while den amanda came out loh so went home wif her.. yea nth much happened today loh.. so muackerzzz is loggin off now.. buaiz.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 8:18 PM;__
`Thursday, July 22, 2004;__
chinese high their skool is damn BIG & i mean really BIG...
CeLeBrAtE rAcIaL hArMoNy DaY in Chinese High!!!
elloah... well eh came to sch wif veron loh coz today her bf nid to go early coz he is one of the performers mah... so meet her at lot1 den well she change her tie to other type loh.. well nice tie i shud say hehex.. so when we reach skool obviously everybody was lk keep 'diaoing' us loh some actually came up to us & said hey very nice leh... blah blah.. well we dressed amost the same so we carried the same bag & the decorations almost the same oso loh so my frens keep sayin we looks lk twins.. lolx.. well obviously we r not but is jus the way we dress ... so bascially early in the mornin already got damn pissed off loh coz of the shirt again.. well she DID wear the shirt okae... so erm well now another 1 wearin the same other den my dear veron loh...obviously wif the tie... haiz den chew was lk hey erm i think u dun really suit this.. so i was lk hey wtf jus bcoz of the damn bloody gal she wearin the same as me so u can suan me is it but well i dun give a damn loh i noe u lk her but so wad do i look lk i care?? NO I DUN GIVE A DAMN incase u dun noe tt... so yea fuckk tt... anway hes the only 1 said tt to me so i guess i t still look okae when i m wearin tt shirt.. . at least most of my sch mates think so ... so well i dun care wad JONATHAN CHEW had said loh ... coz he lk geraldine so ofcuz he gonna suan me.. but well i guess frens of mine did suan her as lk most of them did... so well when ppl said her skirt is nice den rowenna will go lk erm she copy huijuan 1 .. lolx tts so lame i shud say.. but hu cares...
Chinese High guys r still okae.. well they r much frenly then wad i tot... so erm well frens sabo me??? volunteer me to go up to play the muscial chair games or wadever u call tt... so well i went up loh .. sob sob* kinda funny lolx... den is lk only 2 gals sia.. me & nazura.. haiz but nvm still did enjoy myself... hehex well den we noe quite a few guys there loh .. lk jian rui, jia wei, yi ding, Dominic,timonty,shaoofei,well lots more.. they r frenly.... damn frenly loh... so well obviously they ask for our email add & hp no loh... so well we exchange loh... oh yah jian rui he looks lk zhanhao one of my pri sch fren loh really look very alike man.. eh kinda cool ... -__- so well after the whole cerebration went to IMM wif christine,veron winnie,CS,ji hua, eric... lolx they so farnie man.. well got lots of laughters obviously.. hahax well not gonna say anything abt tt muackerzzz is loggin off now.. bye...
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 9:53 PM;__
`Wednesday, July 21, 2004;__
havin IT lesson now..
well still the begining of the day so eh nth much happen so far... jus now was lk havin literature loh den mrs yip was lk tellin us a story abt wad happen when she went to bukit batok sec for the Olevel oral & stuff then she was lk pointin to me as an example ... my godd so paiseh neh... then tok abt the ear piercings den whole class was lk starin at me lk wtf... haiz so heck care her loh den went for PE after tt .. so we played some games... well when we r playin games geraldine she was lk perfectly normall okae den dunnoe y when we went for recess den we cum back to class she was lk havin gastric but i dunnoe if is real or is it tt she jus actin infront of the guys.. haiz so i dun bother okae ... i din bother to ask how is she okay or not & stuff coz i don give a damn... -____- yea not my daiji(problem) =) so yea now haivin IT lesson loh coz i finish my works last week so now got the time to surf internet loh... haiz gotta do my other stuffs ... muackerzzz is loggin off now... tc all muackerzzz's frens..... -=-MuAcKeRzZz-=-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 2:54 AM;__
`Tuesday, July 20, 2004;__
pissed...
y is it tt she* dun have the sense of originality...???
well she got the same red tshirt as mine she is not my gd fren neither my best fren so there is no reason tt y must she buy the same kind...
she cum & tell me tt she cant find red tshirt anywhere except tt shirt...
oh well pls dun cum & bullshit infront of me lah incase tt u dun noe tt i dun take bullshits.... fuckk u man... so i got mood swing when i heard from HuiTeng tt she* gotta a same tshirt ... haiz so i was lk slamming things & stuff when we'r havin home econ.. thos tt gal* was sittin beside me but i still show her tt addtitude ... i want her to noe tt i hate it i dun lk her to get the same shirt as mine... well somemore she is the gal which i hate most in my class okae.. so can u imagin tt i will acctually be wearin a same tshirt as the gal tt i hate... tt totally sux okae.. well not referin to veron hor anway i dun have her I LOVE her instead... shes my best fren so well i wan her to get the same shirt as mine... yea we will wear the same shirt on wed... but there is 1 extra in my class... fuckk la... well so when i heard tt she bought the same tshirt i dun noe y all the vulgarities jus came out from my mouth so smoothly i cant control well i dun bother to control... so she wrote a note to apoligise... but tts useless.. so bascially the whole group of gals takin home econ all dun tok to her & she was lk so lonely.. well honestly i lk i lk to see the way tt she was bein lonely .. coz she aalways think tt she is the sports captain den she got lots of frens.. but the fact is NO.. she aint tt popular at all... she is jus actin to be pathetic infront of guys act cute when she is not act chio when she is jus far away from chio... haiz nvm so i jus hope tt she dun wear the tie on wed loh coz if she do i m sure gals in my class gonna SUAN her ... well muackerzzz is pissed so dun wanna type anymore.. bye... tc all muackerzzz's frens...
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 10:43 PM;__
`Monday, July 19, 2004;__
have not been blog in for longggg time sia...
Elloahhhh!!! so long nvr blog in nehx! well got lots of things to share!! but i think i shud cut it short lah... lets start from thursday bah well i went out wif natalie on thursay to jurong point we went to search fot the red tshirt wif collar for the racial harmony day on wed! yea we well be goin to chinese high to celebrate wif thier sch so got damn many rules to follow loh lk must wear traditional cloths if not for chinese must wear red tshirt wif collar!!! lk wtf where to get them?? haiz so went out wif ron xin on fri to town loh lol we stoped at fareast den shot for lk 1 hr den went to the herren & shop for another hr den went to cine for ANOTHER hr den went to plaza sing lols so we lk so damn tired loh den ronxing went to cut her fringe loh & stuff... haiz den went home bout 6 plus loh... haiz damn tired .. yea i got a tshirt wif a tie hehex looks kinda kawaii neh.. so i think i gonna wear tt on wed loh!! den yesterday (sat) went town AGAIN lolx coz she wanna buy the same shirt as mine mah so can wear on wed loh.. wel so basically we will be wearin the same tshirt lah think shud be oke bah kind of nice? hehex.. eh okie so today erm went to church early in the mornin den cum back liao dunnoe wad to do so watch teevee... den after tt zk called me loh haiz call so many times but i dunnoe wad to tok loh is lk got nth to tok abt i dunnoe y!!! den he keep askin me to tok tok tok & tok .. haiz i m kinda pissed loh so erm kinda rude to him i guess so more he ask me out but i rejected loh coz no mood ... den erm now lk so sian loh dunnoe wad to do... haiz kinda lk no mood today .. shall stop here le!! muackerzzz is loggin off now!! tc all muackerzzz's frens...
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 6:56 PM;__
`Tuesday, July 13, 2004;__
Runing in the rain is FUN!!!
Omg!!! it was rainin CATS & DOGS jus now!! lolx was lk damn bloody heavy rain loh somemore is lk after sch at arnd 3.30 den when we were lk onour way to campus 1 is was so cold manz somemore got thunder loh so loud scary manz!!! den we all keep screamin lk nobody's around us lolx... den some of the malays so farnie wanna be our parrot i guess!!! so when i reached the canteen den amanda wif her classmates were lk sitin down there eatin or wadever loh den canme awhile later den she suddenly told me tt 'hey i m waitin for u ' well so i ate my lunch & stuff den wanna go home so i asked amanda to get her butt up coz wanna go home wad den she suddenly said 'siao ah is raning so heavily how to go home' well so obviously i was kinda not very happy wif wad she said lah! hey pls loh u got an umbrella & u cum and tell me is ranin heavily when we dun even have unbrella at all!!! is obviously tt u dun wanna go home wif us & u wanna keep ur frens accompany!!! so okay fine den after tt i went home wif veron & christine! so on the way i was lk keep tokin to veron abt some stuffs so erm christine she was lk kinda left out!!! so sorry !-_-|| well, now i m chattin wif lionel! well still not bad coz at least we still chat wif each other loh coz we have not been tokin or chattin wif each other for months or is it slightly less than 2 months but is still very long!! so now he seems to be frenly again! since the day i pissed off he was lk damn bloody rude to me loh well ofcuz dun bother to chat wif me lah!! so haiz i will try not to pissed him off incase he gets 'mad' again!! lolx well i dun think he wud visit my blog so erm i shudnt worry for tt! okie shall stoped here coz nth much to write alr! muackerzzz is login off now tc...
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 5:39 PM;__
In Sch Now Havin IT Lesson!!=p
Well recess jus over!!! now havin IT lesson well kinda nice rite coz can enjoy aircon after the whole 2 periods of runin & playin basketball under the HOT sun !!! -_-|| wheeeweeeee hehex But kinda unlucky loh coz n\kana punish by PE teacher Mr Soh loh coz nobody give the permission to go for recess den the bois they rush thier way to canteen! den after tt we all gals follow them loh coz we tot can go wad so jus follow loh hu noes tt nobody actually give us the permission to go loh haiz so sad punish us to RUN AGAIN -_-|| well now i m dyin... so early in the mornin when i was lk in e MRT den ron xing smsed me ask me to go town on friday so i was kinda dunnoe if i can go or not loh as i already told veron tt i will be goin to her hse on fri!!! nvm i think i s\will go town first den after tt go veron's hse okie settle!! lolx tts wad happened so far for today i will blog in often when i got the time so tts all for now! buaiz muackerzzz is loggin off now! tc my dearies!!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 11:21 AM;__
`Monday, July 12, 2004;__
If u love me u will wait for me!
FUCKK... i blog in le but i dunnnoe wad i did so every thing jus GONE!!!! FUCKk.. i m piss off yes whole day i m jus so damn fuckin pissed okay!!!GOT cought for not tuckin in my shirt AGAIN my goodness i got cought almost everyday!!! den Eng lesson miss ang didnt cum so the whole class lk kinda slack -_-|| but i was sitin down there writin rubbish in my note book coz cant make noise wad but partly is bcoz i got mood swing i guess . i was thinkin of wad he told me during the very last chat on msn & the very last call! he said " if u love me u will wait for me " my god wad r u tokin my dear??? haiz probably he gonna leave me i guess coz he cant tok on e phone & stuff so very hard to communicate tts y he said tt! well i m NOT sure!so basically for the whole of 2 periods i've been thinkin of him -_-||! den got 1 period of math lesson so kinda lucky coz i HATE maths!(no offence to those who lk mathz worx!)after sch i was lk waitin for Amanda, Nat&Veron coz wanna go out wif Nat ma BUT end up when we reach the traficlight outside e sch she said she cant go coz her maid is here to fetch her back!! shit lah I HATE U NATALIE! as for veron she said she wanna show me 'tt person'( dun wanna say too much for this) but end up she amanda said she ask we all dun wait for her! so yea i got kinda pissed off coz of tt too!!!Hai u ppl always tok cock one say already den last minute change ur mind! fuckk u la!!!
-=-If U Love Me, U Will Wait For Me-=-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 6:29 PM;__
`Sunday, July 11, 2004;__
a big thankz to meijin & zk!!!
ThAnKz!!!
Hehex thank u meijin oh yah zk too!! for helpin me wif my blog!!! luv u all!!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 10:00 AM;__
`Saturday, July 10, 2004;__
me blog suck?!!? is plain!!!
SPOILED MY MOOD!!!
Haiz dun even noe if there is anybody bother to read my blog or not but hu cares i jus gonna type down everythings happened today!!! well kinda suckz lah coz today is lk damn unlucky!!As for the REAP i cant do most of the comprehension questions but the other parts eh still okae not so bad tho!!! then after the REAP we got the WITS day??? well dun really wads tt but the performances kinda alrite i shud say! there is this sec3 guy he can sing really well!!! really good u noe tho he is not a singer but he really can sing very well den the other 2 guys were playin the guitar yea looks cool! okay b4 tat kana cought by DM!! shes a BITCH i shud say! she is lk so OLD & still call MISS wtf!!!! oh my goodness i cant imagin loh i mean she is so old okay maybe she is jealous or sth which I DUN GIVE A DAMN!!!den she ask me to take out all my ear sticks even the 1 tt i jus pierced few days ago! fuckk... at first she said "the lady infront y is ur hair so long & u dun wanna tie up?" den i was lk "eh eh eh.." den she look at me from the top to e bottom den ask me to take out the wadever things on my wrist & fingers ofcus my ear sticks oso la! shitt la is lk so paiseh loh so many ppl there still ask me to stop there & was lk tokin crap abt me!!! fuckk lah! yea HATE her manz...BITCH! den spoiled my mood loh!!! haiz after the WITS day performance me amanda we went to LOT1 for lunch lo den after tt saw so many wsss ppl loh den bumped into rowenna so we went to have lunch together den after tt went window shopping wif amanda haiz today kinda suckz rite? haiz nvm lah hope tml will be better!!! okie i shall stop here! muackerzzz is loggin off now!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 3:57 PM;__
`Friday, July 09, 2004;__
TeStInG!!!!!
Hey i dunnoe if this blog can be view or not lah so i m jus TESTING 1 2 3.. lolx lame sia... testin hor!!! my frens r so gd they help me wif the blog but den i din acctually give a damn abt tt sob sob i m BAD!!! hold on ah!! test to see if this blog can be post or not !!! testin 1 2 3
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 5:43 PM;__